So tonight we had rugby training in this! It was wet and dirty and it was awesome lol it was good to get back into it especially since my graze has healed so much in the last couple of days so I wasn’t worrying about hurting it.
Anyway it was a really good training session but it was also our 2nd last training session for the year :-( we have our last one tomorrow and then its the Purchas Cup on Saturday and that’s it. I am sad coz I will miss catching up every week with these guys to throw a ball around and get bruises but I am looking forward to having a bit more time to focus on my studies, Benny and my gym workouts.
I have been pretty busy the last month and I put the gym on the backburner a bit. It’s kind of a cope out using the “I’m busy and don’t have time” line because what I learnt from Michelle Bridges was that you make time, get up early in the morning and do it etc. But to be totally honest I just haven’t into it right now, well not so much not into it more just not focused on it.
I have a tendency to only be able to focus on a couple of things in my life at a time. It’s the perfectionist in me because if I do something I want to do it well and right. I like to plan it and be very prepared. This can be a good thing sometimes I guess because I wont go into something half arsed but it is also a bad thing because if I bite off more than I can chew (which happens often) I can become very stressed because I don’t want to fail and I just give up or quit. I know I should change way of thinking and I am working on it but I’ve been like this since as long as I can remember so it will just take time I guess.
So with rugby finishing up along with these striping rehearsals this week I am looking forward to getting back on my feet again next week. I need to work on my food intake, its gotten out of hand because I have become lazy and also because of money being a bit tight at the moment. I’ve got to at least be counting calories again as a start and work on that. It will all work out I know and I will get to my goals, its just a matter of how soon.